“Two years ago or so I decided to go on this journey, I knew it was going to be challenging but being headstrong(or so I thought) I decided to journey anyway. If anyone showed me how rocky this path would be, I would have chosen a different path with a snap and oh I’ve only scratched the surface.
In those two years I came across people who genuinely wanted to help but didn’t have the knowledge or resources to, people who only offered lip service and who knew how to build impeccable castles, but only in the air and lot’s of interesting people. But some of my biggest battles were with myself, i lost soo much time to fear, doubt and anxiety. For so long these crippled me, for so long I was stuck doubting myself. And oh just when I thought I was done with those, depression said oh I’ll show you.
Nobody knew how intense these were, how dangerous my thoughts were, all they cared about were songs it seemed. I heard the chatter oh heard all the talk about me. Even though I felt pressured, I wouldn’t succumb no way. I needed to get my mind right and by the grace of God I was able to create again. Thank you to all who believed, Thank you to all who helped in those trying times you’ll forever be in my heart. Tomorrow this will be for us….
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